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      <title>Stranger</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/87.html</link>
      <pubDate>Tue, 03 Jun 2008 03:23:10 GMT</pubDate>
      <description> 
She found herself staring into the eyes of a stranger whose sad, worn eyes held her gaze as if afraid to let go of the vague familiarity in it.
She smiled. The stranger smiled back.
And that was all it took...
She realized she was staring at herself in the mirror.</description>
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      <title>We all need it</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/86.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 23:05:36 GMT</pubDate>
      <description> 
We all need to go through dark times because it is in those, that we learn to appreciate, yearn and run after the light.
We all need to cry because it is in the drowning of tears that we learn to swim.
We all need to be wounded because it is in them that we experience healing.
We all need to lose friends because it is in losing them that we find ourself.
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      <title>now</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/85.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 02 Jul 2006 09:37:51 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Missing. Broken memories of dependence. The songs. The guitar. The worship leader. Simply just waiting. Time will piece things back.</description>
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      <title>goodbye</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/84.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:43:08 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I'm not good with goodbyes. I hate the empty, drowning feeling. I hate crying. I hate the headache that comes after. I hate hating the part of being the one left. I hate adjusting to the absence. I hate missing the routine. I hate the self-pity. I hate the silence. I hate the fact that I had resolved never to get attached and find out I never really learned my lesson. I hate the lull in the day spent wondering what if. I hate digging memories and hoping it would fill the emptiness. I hate feeling miserable. I hate goodbyes.
 
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      <title>losing</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/83.html</link>
      <pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 21:14:30 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Without its whiskers, even the wildest tiger loses it sense of balance.</description>
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      <title>flowing thoughts...crazy words</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html</link>
      <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 08:47:33 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>If people were gifted to read minds, everyone would think I'm crazy. People would find me freaky. Well, sometimes I think I am so I guess I can't blame people if they would.
***wishing stars will shine in mid-afternoon and the sun will shine at night***
Can I talk about the corporate world? Wait! this is my blog so I guess I have the right to talk about anything I want to. The corporate world is one crazy place to be in. You'd think &quot;professionals&quot; are what they are..you'd be disappointed. Tsk! tsk!
***snow is falling in Africa and it's burning hot in the Alps***
I've been asked numerous... (more)</description>
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      <title>Insomnia</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/80.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 09:27:01 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>ThInGS ThAt NeveR fAiL tO KeEp ME AwAke dEspiTe a LoNG niGhT in ThE OffIcE:



* MiRroR

* puLLeR

* mY mObiLE phONe

* CrAzy yEt sEeMinGLy briLLiaNt iDeAs tHAt cHoOsE tO aLwAyS pOp-uP riGHt bEfORe I cLoSE mY eyEs.







- thE iNsoMniAc jEevSie</description>
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      <title>Carnal...</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/79.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 09:07:33 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>Never close your eyes inside a moviehouse...you'll regret it.</description>
      <comments>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/comments?id=79</comments>
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      <title>Lonely desperation</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 10:02:04 GMT</pubDate>
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I gaze at you with my heart...

And I feel so unworthy of such perfection!

How could one man hold so much beauty?

For if perfection could have a face, it would take yours.

I want to hold you and know how perfection feels...


Hold you 'til destiny takes you away...

Away from this vast emptiness I call &quot;me&quot;.






To the guy who never ceases to keep in awe, I wish you know how perfect you are for me...













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      <title>til I become one with another...</title>
      <link>http://jeevsie.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html</link>
      <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 09:52:32 GMT</pubDate>
      <description>I am floating in the wind....swaying...

A leaf that broke off from a branch.



The wind had always been my lover.

I've danced with him a million and once.

I'll dance with him again...one last time -

An attempt at eternity - 

A forever we can never have.



Falling...falling...falling...


We'll keep on dancing - holding on

'Til I touch the welcoming arms of the earth.

I shall be put to sleep by his kiss

And I'll become one with him - 

The wind shall be no more - forgotten.




To the one I love but can never have...I wish life is not as complicated as it is.</description>
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